My wife and i are having a test now. We didn’t do an official marriage even though we have stayed together for so long and i have given her parents a token of appreciation even though it’s not dowry so she has been my wife. We have two small children. The reason am writing this is because of the hardships i’ve had with my wife over the years. I have never got myself to leave her for good because at this age i don’t think i can find a better looking woman than her, actually i consider myself lucky for her accepting me. We are both highschool teachers even though in different schools.
It all started when she started tutoring students for pay at our house during the holidays. Some students signed in and she got a good amount of money from it that i thought it was a good idea but one day i found a boxer, mid size at the bottom of my bed but on asking her she said she had no idea how it got there.
During the holidays, i normally go to another town to improve my developmental projects. That act disturbed me for several days, i was unable to think clearly because i knew something must have been happening in that bed, but i gave myself consolation that it could have been the students she was tutoring that sneaked in our bedroom without her knowing so after thinking i told her to make sure that all the rooms are closed when she is doing her job. It was not until until a year later that i heard that a certain boy had been spotted in my house several times when am not around but i didn’t give much into it, it was just a highschool kid. Fast forward like two years later, a woman files a formal complaint to the school that my wife was sexually molesting her boy. The news didn’t spread and was handled withing the school staff and she was suspended for two weeks for investigations to happen. After it was proved that it was just a misunderstanding and she resumed her work. I would not wait long until i found her in bed with a very young boy, in my own house. That day i was so furious that i wondered do i beat the hell out the boy or what do i do? I could have killed him. I gave him a few slaps then chased him away then told my wife to pack and leave. Not even the neighbours realised what had happened because i know how to keep my cool but i was hurting so badly.
Since she was still working in school she rented a house then she would commute from there. She used to apologise to me daily through text then after a long time of loneliness i decided to patch things up with her because i lover her. We went for counselling in town where she admitted to being attracted to the highschool lifestyle since she had been bullied a lot in her days. She said it’s true she could somehow get attracted to certain boys in school but most of the times she controlled herself. She continued the counselling for like a year and i think she got better. We had our children during the same period but she started a tutoring center which is getting successful and am wondering if it’s a good idea.
Am afraid she will go back to her past self and start doing the same things she did but at the same time, i don’t want to end her dreams. Am so confused right now, i decided to write all this down. I hope i can find peace within myself.